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I suppose all relationships have their secret language, right? He and I, we have some vernacular of our own…
“You like it or you love it?”
This is the gauge phrase of Us- sometimes an honest ask, sometimes dripping with sarcasm. Sometimes in jest, sometimes laced with open vulnerability.
Well, I found another “I love it”, albeit no question was asked… and it’s this: His care keeps me in a perpetual state of ‘on’. A low level buzz and it’s brand new. I feel like I’m going to slip. He is so gentle with me. I think he has learned how I am mad; what’s your crazy?