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If I had the energy, I’d do this backwards. But out is where it wants to be, and this is the path of least resistance.

I hate this. I want to be mad, but anger is a secondary emotion. I want to be mad, because then I can pretend it doesn’t hurt. I want to be mad because then I can put a wall between us so I cannot see what I am missing.

My own fault, should not have allowed this to happen. What can I say? This is who I am. I am wanting too much, asking for…